25 August 2011

25 08 2011, Sydney

effondrement

all is lost
no direction

city
people
university
career
country
bureaucracy
love
money
family
time

all throwing me
in different directions

so that (as They say):

i have none.

*

i can't focus my eyes
without something sure to see
(there is nothing, of course, i know that but...)
suddenly i've not even the illusion of surety
to see to, to look after, to cling to
because everything is blurring and slipping

my eyes are bleeding and my organs are crying
heavy wind and rain would be welcome relief
pound me all over
until blinded eyes learn why

*

They are right:
lost, no direction.

and i blame Them
for trapping me
so that i no longer know

what to do to
how to move to
who to go to
where to look to

just live

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